Anonymous: 4:)4)have you ever failed a class?
A: yes im a true dumbass when it comes to social studies
im almost done in this life, the pain i live everyday, and dont tell me “oh some kid in africa would dream of having your life” just dont because honestly they would like to wake up and see scars on their arms? be called a whore/slut for just walking out of their room? hmm? would they like to carry around a weight? and what does that weight consist of? my ugly face/body. everything about me. the shit i have to deal with day by day.last year i was bullied. for the entire school year and honestly one day is enough to bring anyone down. People think oh well it isnt that bad cyber bullying isnt anything in this world neither is verbal. seriously no matter what kinda of bullying it is it hurts like no tomorrow and honestly i think ide rather have a black eye rather then a text because i can use the black eye for proof, but can you use a text? for all they care about a text, you couldve made it up. but did you? no. they still wont beleive you. what about the words they said to you, names they called you. do you have proof of that? yes your mind, your memories, can they see your memories? no. therefore you could be making it all up. thats all it ever is to them. the things that happened last year. some would say its not “bad” but really once its built up for a while the slightest thing would make you explode. or perhaps explode in silence, where and when nobody knows. you could stay up till 1 am carving names into your wrists, would anyone know? no. would anyone care? no. because they dont know and my parents found out about my scars and they said it was for attention.no mom it was for those days and future days where my brother will matter so much more then me forn nothing and no dad they where for all those times your slammed me into a wall and screamed at me or busted my lip for nothing. i give up. im done.
